no name

I push myself to fight a fight
Sometimes i wonder who will win this night
My face grows red and hot

I work to keep my mind at eas
Wait for the one i love to come
Whisper word into my ear

I work to make her day seem real
Even tho underneath it pain i feel
But the warm smiles that comes from her face

Lets me know that everything will be ok
That i will be the victor of this day
And live to see the next happy or gray

I fear getting into the truck i love
Because i am not sure if i got out i will wake up
And i cannot live if i should a life of a young kid

I write these poems to feel relief
To make smiles appear
To see grand happiness so like mountains peak

For those who love smile when i write
you never know you might get rich when i die
I not in a hurry this is thru

But i know in all your hearts
You worry just as i doo
So be happy don't shed a tear

Even my one special ladie
who took my ring
And plans to stand with me on life peer