Drive

You work so hard to get so far
You lose site of what your even there for
You wake one morn and wonder where have the others gone

You use to smile and laugh
No you pull your hair out and gasp
And you say where, where and i at

You look for you loved ones not around
You wonder at what point you lost them
And if they fell to the waist side or the ground

What have i do runs in your mind
What and i working for was this damage all mine
You can't see the answer clouded by drive

You know that you love but where does it hide
You feel you heart beat but is it real
Or has the drive taken that still

Then you think on now what have i done
I driven so hard there is no fun
No laughter not even a smile

And you find at the end it not worth wild
Hold close to you what you love
Because one day they may be lifted above

Pain

I look thru the eyes and see this pain
I cannot even remember my own name
But i will always remember you

I see and feel what is real everyday
I cannot out run it
I cannot look back

I keep looking forward
To see the light that sets me free
what lets me be me

I am thankful that you cannot not look
Look thru the eyes of mine
So you can remain Jade and have a good time

I will contiune you to smile and love you still
I love you always even at the times i cannot keep still
Yet i will love you forever still

Forgotten

You wake up one morning and notice there gone
You don't know why or what you have done
You think of all things you might of said

You wonder what went wrong inside your head
Did i give enough love or do the right thing
Did i hold your hand enough was it to the same

Did i tell you i love you as i went to sleep
Did i rub my feet again yours so you could sleep
Did i give you a hug at just that moment

Do i know what i did wrong even if i did't know it
I hope for an answer to find a way not to be forgotten along the way
I have lost many things this is true

But i have gain so much when i met you
I hold you high every day
Just don't forget i love you when i seem in the way

I will always stand for all you are
No matter how long i wait or how far
Stair remind me of who i am

And i remember i am a forgotten man
But only for a min in light years of time
So i will always let yours and my light shine

Fear and Obsession

You wake in the morning lost in thought
You can't see very far because of the fear your surrounded in
You take a step wondering if your fall

You take that step wondering if some will be there to catch you at all
You look in front and see the faces pass you by
You have a tear in your eye yet cannot cry

You stand still affried to move then you see one angel
One angel smiles and says hello saying come move for you know
That i will stand right here with you your not alone

You racing mind thinks over and over
Can i do it this way and that i don't know
As the angel smiles right in front of you now

You cannot ignore the beautiful smile
Come on you can step into this crowd
Yes i can comes to mind

Now you feel like you can do anything
With here smiles face at your side
You know from that day forward

You could move a mountain if you tried
he tried to tell the angel its a long road
He can't change in just one day even maybe a year

But with this one tear and your hand
I can give hope to even man
Who walks like me

Lost in there mind
Thoughts lost in the sea

Thank you Ariana for showing me a new life
and letting me show you one of emotion and flight

Happyness

The happiness i feel is so great
Just one word can make a smile appear
Look at the shine come from your hand and face
I can see the love passion and grace
appear in a instant

I have never seen what i have seen tonight
just the two of us under the moon light
Christmas light dancing of your hair

I kneel on a bridge wait for you
I hope the answer that comes is warm and true
My eyes dance with joy

I will love honor and keep you
I will fight for you no matter the cost
I will hold your and in the rain sun blizzards thru pain

Keep in my this is true i make this promise
to honor and cherish you for all the time through

A smiles is worth a thousand words
A kiss is the greatest thing on earth
The love of you can not be put into words

Your touch is like the water smooth and flowing
Your body is the beautiful as a goddess
Your mind sharp and a Sword

I hold in my hand a heart i hope you cannot ignore
I love with all my heart
Kiss with all my soul

Move as we dance to the beats of our souls
We are one and meant to be i am in love
With you forever i intend to set you free

I hope i hold this heart of yours
Forever and long as i see sandy shore's
Your the one i run after in play

You case me around well a court yard our first days
We built kingdoms and watch them fall
And we have stay together thru it all

I shall not raise my hand only to life yours
As i lift you up again and again
never doubt my love for you
Because forever still I love you

In Hubble Honor i write to My love Ariana this night

No one knows the pain you feel
Not me not others just you feel how real
Your the one who can feel everything thats real

I can cry a tear for you and it will be ever so true
I can smile and its real as anything on the plant
I can anger with a passion that know one knows

But i what i would like you to remember i will never let you go
You are the one that make me hold
You are the one that makes me bold
You are the one i wish to grow old with

I cannot fix everything thing in this life
But i will die trying and hold you and so very high
I have mountains to climb and rivers to cross
I hope with you hands we can do it together as one

If i shall die before you on this earth
Please remember i will stay behind to watch over your heart
I will not let my soul leave this plane until i know its in good hands again

As the dove that brought us together
So sweet and pure
remember i will always love you
on my knees i vow you have my honor
heart soul and love